I'm fearful of how this weekend is going to go food wise, the feelings of losing control are very strong at this moment and it's only 9:22 am! I joke about all the pie I'm always eat but the reality is I can't and don't want to not eat it. I look forward to it. So, I choose to not to have the internal struggle that has been plaguing me for 45 years ruin yet another day. If I'm tired of anything, I'm tired of that self destructive dance! So, I'm going for my walk and will do my best. And if my best includes a few pieces of pie, then so be it. I accept the consequences.
And this weekend, my goal is to be happy and peaceful.
What's you're goal for the next 3 days?
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